Sometimes words just come to me. Sometimes I filter and I don't share them. Other days, like this evening, I just go with it and see where the ride takes me.
Tonight I told EQ that I loved him ferociously. What? What on earth anyway?
As I explained to him the why behind that word, it all came to make sense. I love this man so much that the protector in me rises to the surface. I want to ensure that his best interests are always at the forefront, even if he's not really paying attention to those needs. That protective nature, that need to provide that world of safety, that's a raw, primal emotion.
And for us, it works. I love him ferociously and I stand as protector to him (as he does for me). My priority is always to protect the love and light that my dear, sweet, loving, generous EQ shares with the world around him. To support him and energize him for more....and to make sure that he isn't taken advantage of.
He does it for me all the time.
Today, I realized, that I'm doing it for him too.
Kinda cool.
Moments stepping beyond self.
Moments realizing that you can be raw and real with your emotions and it's not only acceptable, it's desired.
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