Today was a day filled with many positive moments and words. Afterall, we were on the cusp of the dawn of 2013. Who isn’t inspired by the promise of a new start. An opportunity to reach for old dreams and to dream new ones.
But today’s best moment was when my oldest friend’s house party officially started. An intimate group of 7. Old friends, and new. Together we discussed the woes of the world, dreams of the past, and silly dreams of “what if”.
These are people I love (even those newest to the group). And, while I wasn’t surrounded by all that I love, I was incredibly happy to be sharing this special moment with this special group.
As the year rolled over, we kissed and hugged and had sparklers to celebrate. I then called and texted those missing in person.
And then there was a moment, where I felt apart from it all. A voyeur. I watched as old & new friends mixed and mingled. It was beautiful and a brilliant way to bring in 2013.
Moments of shared dreams.
Moments of shared love.
Monday, December 31, 2012
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Moments D249: Boots
Today’s moment came to me while venturing out for a late breakfast/early lunch. I wore my boots. My lunch date did not. I smiled and giggled when I jumped into the snow bank and slushy puddle while my date walked gingerly around the snowy mess.
Yes, sometimes a moment can be that simple. I was happy to have had my boots on so I could play in the snow!
Yes, sometimes a moment can be that simple. I was happy to have had my boots on so I could play in the snow!
Saturday, December 29, 2012
Moments D248: Cleansing Energies
Today was a second Christmas for me. It was wonderful to awaken to our season’s second snowfall, then having a walk in the snowfall to pick up coffee. A beautiful morning which was followed with presents.
Today I received one of the most beautiful, thoughtful presents I’ve ever received to date. It was a beautiful deep purple amethyst cluster. For me, this works on many levels.
First, I love purple. It’s one of my favourite colours. Second, the meaning of the colour also seems to fit well with my current spiritual path. For purple is about seeking fulfilment and finding peace of mind. Surround one’s self with purple and theoretically its energy will help find better judgment for that path. It is also associated with the Crown chakra which links the individual with the universal. A perfect colour to sit and meditate with.
Digging deeper into the colour, purple is a combination of red and blue. Red, a focusing, dynamic and active energy is contrasted by the cooling, calming and expansive nature of blue. Together, they create purple bringing a new focus to the expansive nature of blue and the activity of red. How? Well, apparently the red brings a practicality and grounds the undirected expansiveness of blue. This allows a more creative energy to emerge. This is why purple is associated with imagination and inspiration.
For me, I feel and appreciate the energy of purple. Combine this information with the belief that amethyst is known as the healing crystal, well, the need for this energy resonates deeply with me. This beautiful deep purple amethyst cluster will surely help to clear my home, my mind and possibly my life of any remaining negative influences around me.
As 2012 is quickly coming to an end, I start to look back in time and realize how far I’ve come. As I look forward I also realize I have much further to go. This past year has not been an easy one for me. Sure, I’ve had moments that have inspired me, but there have been many that have challenged me and some that near broke me. As I look back, I realize that I’ve been strong to avoid some of the pitfalls that may have tempted me, but I realize that is a precarious position. I told someone close to me recently that I now realize just how easy it could be to fall into that deep, dark pit of despair and how much of a struggle it would be to pull out of it. Today, was a moment of appreciating those who have kept me from those dark depths and for recognizing that it is precarious.
And so, with that all in mind (and I know it’s a lot this time around!), I look forward to having a more sober mind with this new cleansing energy in my environment. It’s timing couldn’t be more welcome. Perfect really. I doubt my gift giver realized the layers of importance of this cluster to me. While it isn’t a secret that I love crystals, I know most are unaware of their deeper meanings to me. Sometimes though, the universe points you in a direction if asked. This time the universe pointed to this cluster as my gift and its voice was heard. I couldn’t be more honoured knowing that my gift comes from such a place of love and positive energy. I will appreciate this new energy everyday. My beautiful cluster will be out for all to see and enjoy and its cleansing energy will flow in and around my home. I will also use it in meditations to continue to re-balance my life and to find better ways to calm my mind’s over activity and ward off depression.
Moments to reflect.
Moments to enjoy the energy.
Today I received one of the most beautiful, thoughtful presents I’ve ever received to date. It was a beautiful deep purple amethyst cluster. For me, this works on many levels.
First, I love purple. It’s one of my favourite colours. Second, the meaning of the colour also seems to fit well with my current spiritual path. For purple is about seeking fulfilment and finding peace of mind. Surround one’s self with purple and theoretically its energy will help find better judgment for that path. It is also associated with the Crown chakra which links the individual with the universal. A perfect colour to sit and meditate with.
Digging deeper into the colour, purple is a combination of red and blue. Red, a focusing, dynamic and active energy is contrasted by the cooling, calming and expansive nature of blue. Together, they create purple bringing a new focus to the expansive nature of blue and the activity of red. How? Well, apparently the red brings a practicality and grounds the undirected expansiveness of blue. This allows a more creative energy to emerge. This is why purple is associated with imagination and inspiration.
For me, I feel and appreciate the energy of purple. Combine this information with the belief that amethyst is known as the healing crystal, well, the need for this energy resonates deeply with me. This beautiful deep purple amethyst cluster will surely help to clear my home, my mind and possibly my life of any remaining negative influences around me.
As 2012 is quickly coming to an end, I start to look back in time and realize how far I’ve come. As I look forward I also realize I have much further to go. This past year has not been an easy one for me. Sure, I’ve had moments that have inspired me, but there have been many that have challenged me and some that near broke me. As I look back, I realize that I’ve been strong to avoid some of the pitfalls that may have tempted me, but I realize that is a precarious position. I told someone close to me recently that I now realize just how easy it could be to fall into that deep, dark pit of despair and how much of a struggle it would be to pull out of it. Today, was a moment of appreciating those who have kept me from those dark depths and for recognizing that it is precarious.
And so, with that all in mind (and I know it’s a lot this time around!), I look forward to having a more sober mind with this new cleansing energy in my environment. It’s timing couldn’t be more welcome. Perfect really. I doubt my gift giver realized the layers of importance of this cluster to me. While it isn’t a secret that I love crystals, I know most are unaware of their deeper meanings to me. Sometimes though, the universe points you in a direction if asked. This time the universe pointed to this cluster as my gift and its voice was heard. I couldn’t be more honoured knowing that my gift comes from such a place of love and positive energy. I will appreciate this new energy everyday. My beautiful cluster will be out for all to see and enjoy and its cleansing energy will flow in and around my home. I will also use it in meditations to continue to re-balance my life and to find better ways to calm my mind’s over activity and ward off depression.
Moments to reflect.
Moments to enjoy the energy.
Friday, December 28, 2012
Moments D247: Lazy and Non-Productive
From one end of the spectrum to the other in one day.
Today was a sick day. I slept in I managed to make myself some tea and watch some TV. And you know, it was kinda nice.
I don’t often have such lazy laid back days. There was a part of me that felt a little guilty for not being a little more productive (especially after yesterday’s post!), but in the end, I’m smiling at the fact that I had such a lovely lazy, non-productive day.
Moments to take a step away from it all.
Moments for nothing.
Today was a sick day. I slept in I managed to make myself some tea and watch some TV. And you know, it was kinda nice.
I don’t often have such lazy laid back days. There was a part of me that felt a little guilty for not being a little more productive (especially after yesterday’s post!), but in the end, I’m smiling at the fact that I had such a lovely lazy, non-productive day.
Moments to take a step away from it all.
Moments for nothing.
Thursday, December 27, 2012
Moments D246: Productivity
Today was the first day back to work after the holidays. The day started early after one of the worst sleeps I’ve had in ages. I was worried that my typical post-holiday work day would be less productive than I needed it to be.
Fortunately, after a long, hot shower and a extra large coffee, I met my morning with a bang and caught up on many things. Not only was it a productive day, I managed to get out on time and home in time to be productive at home.
I had loose plans with two of my besties for holiday dinner. Last minute we agreed to go out in my ‘hood. Having friends drop by for a pre-dinner drink was not something I was ready for, but I couldn’t say no! I thought exploring my neighbourhood haunts was a wonderful idea. (They are uber thoughtful that way!)
The catch? My place looked like a hurricane had hit it post-holiday. I hadn’t planned on guests. And yet, with an hour to spare post-office, I managed to tidy and clean and have the place in tip-top-having-company condition. Nice!
So today’s moment? Productivity. Enjoying the flush of accomplishment and readiness for next steps.
Fortunately, after a long, hot shower and a extra large coffee, I met my morning with a bang and caught up on many things. Not only was it a productive day, I managed to get out on time and home in time to be productive at home.
I had loose plans with two of my besties for holiday dinner. Last minute we agreed to go out in my ‘hood. Having friends drop by for a pre-dinner drink was not something I was ready for, but I couldn’t say no! I thought exploring my neighbourhood haunts was a wonderful idea. (They are uber thoughtful that way!)
The catch? My place looked like a hurricane had hit it post-holiday. I hadn’t planned on guests. And yet, with an hour to spare post-office, I managed to tidy and clean and have the place in tip-top-having-company condition. Nice!
So today’s moment? Productivity. Enjoying the flush of accomplishment and readiness for next steps.
Wednesday, December 26, 2012
Moments D245: Beating the Storm
Today was a great day with Mom & Dad. We did some boxing day shopping, stopped to watch a movie (Les Misérables, which was AMAZING, BTW) and then had a late lunch.
But all day, there was concern for the coming snow storm. There wasn't too much snow expected, but it was to be high winds and cold. Black ice, snow falling and swirling winds. Hmmm. NEVER a good combination. But I had my snows on and I was ready for it.
Even so, my Dad was pretty insistent that I leave early to miss the storm. I had been planning on staying until after dinner. I kept teasing him that he was kicking me out. At one point, he looked at me and said, "please don't say that, I'm just worried about your drive home". At which point I quickly apologized and gave him a big hug and told him I was only teasing him. I reassured him that I knew he was worried and I would take heed.
And so, our late lunch was quick post-show. As we finished up tasty turkey sandwiches, the snowflakes began to fall. Needless to say packing the car went even more quickly than I had anticipated! Dad was happy to have me on the road before the worst hit and my travels home were easy as I managed to stay in front of the storm the entire way home.
Sometimes love comes in strange wrappings. This time, it was my safety first over spending more time with me. So much the bigger picture of things. After all, time is irrelevant if we're not here.
Moments with weather messing up plans.
Moments feeling loved.
But all day, there was concern for the coming snow storm. There wasn't too much snow expected, but it was to be high winds and cold. Black ice, snow falling and swirling winds. Hmmm. NEVER a good combination. But I had my snows on and I was ready for it.
Even so, my Dad was pretty insistent that I leave early to miss the storm. I had been planning on staying until after dinner. I kept teasing him that he was kicking me out. At one point, he looked at me and said, "please don't say that, I'm just worried about your drive home". At which point I quickly apologized and gave him a big hug and told him I was only teasing him. I reassured him that I knew he was worried and I would take heed.
And so, our late lunch was quick post-show. As we finished up tasty turkey sandwiches, the snowflakes began to fall. Needless to say packing the car went even more quickly than I had anticipated! Dad was happy to have me on the road before the worst hit and my travels home were easy as I managed to stay in front of the storm the entire way home.
Sometimes love comes in strange wrappings. This time, it was my safety first over spending more time with me. So much the bigger picture of things. After all, time is irrelevant if we're not here.
Moments with weather messing up plans.
Moments feeling loved.
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
Moments D244: From the mouths of babes
Today was a day filled with love and warm soul reviving energy. Messages of holiday wishes were shared upon waking this morning and came from far and wide. It was a magical morning as we woke to a fine dusting of snow. Yes, it was Christmas day!
But the best moment was when I finally had a moment to sit with my six-year old nephew and have a bit of a chat. He teased me that he was ready for his presents. I teased him back that I hadn’t brought any. He giggled and then tried to convince me I had. I held my ground that I hadn’t. And then, something clicked with him. You could see it in his eyes. He turned away from the racing game on the TV that his brother and cousins were playing and looked me square in the eye and said “That’s okay, it’s not about presents. It’s about family and friends.” I couldn’t have had a prouder moment than that. I hugged him and asked him if he’d really be happy if I had come without presents and we were just going to hang out and play some games. The words were barely out of my mouth when he said “of course!”. Then I squeezed him a little tighter and whispered in his ear that I did bring a little something for him. And he giggled and squealed “I KNEW IT!” and we giggled together. It was quite a beautiful moment.
I can’t tell you how much his words meant to me. He and his brother have many aunts and uncles and therefore see lots and lots and lots of gifts during special occasions. It’s such a beautiful thing to hear that they see the bigger picture.
Moments to appreciate the bigger picture.
Moments with family and loved ones.
But the best moment was when I finally had a moment to sit with my six-year old nephew and have a bit of a chat. He teased me that he was ready for his presents. I teased him back that I hadn’t brought any. He giggled and then tried to convince me I had. I held my ground that I hadn’t. And then, something clicked with him. You could see it in his eyes. He turned away from the racing game on the TV that his brother and cousins were playing and looked me square in the eye and said “That’s okay, it’s not about presents. It’s about family and friends.” I couldn’t have had a prouder moment than that. I hugged him and asked him if he’d really be happy if I had come without presents and we were just going to hang out and play some games. The words were barely out of my mouth when he said “of course!”. Then I squeezed him a little tighter and whispered in his ear that I did bring a little something for him. And he giggled and squealed “I KNEW IT!” and we giggled together. It was quite a beautiful moment.
I can’t tell you how much his words meant to me. He and his brother have many aunts and uncles and therefore see lots and lots and lots of gifts during special occasions. It’s such a beautiful thing to hear that they see the bigger picture.
Moments to appreciate the bigger picture.
Moments with family and loved ones.
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